Never did I ever imagine I would be spending our 12th year anniversary alone, holding Dave’s picture close… and asking him why he had to go? It brings new meaning to our wedding vows, til’ death do you part. Does anyone really dwell on that part of the vows? I remember saying it.. But never thought I’d be living out that verse! Not now.. …not this soon!…… You imagine when you say I DO it would be forever…of course there are the ups and the downs… the good and the bad.. give and take… you have the white picket fence… the 2+ kids.. you imagine you will someday retire... travel the world… spend countless days doing nothing...Dave would golf…run new paths… sending your kids off to college… walking your little girl down the isle…Then suddenly CRISIS!.. What happened to your Fairytale? .. You discover that life really isn’t a fairytale after all …unless you are on a vacation at Disney! In an instant your life can change at any given moment…..throw you into a mess ...and that may take you another lifetime to try and climb out of it! … That is how I feel now.. I certainly didn’t sign up for this chapter in my life. Definitely one id rather skip over… but I keep breathing and living each day the best I know how.. I think Dave taught us all a lesson… just LIVE for TODAY.. ! And if you are lucky enough for tomorrow… ENJOY IT! …Dave’s tomorrow never came… I love you Hun.. And I miss you!! XOXOX Happy Anniversary!
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