Hello Friends:
Today marks one months anniversary of Dave’s passing. Myself and the Kids are still taking things one day at a time, sometimes hour by hour, minute by minute. Missing him terribly! I try to keep myself busy busy busy and with the kids Dance events and school functions, T-ball and eBay sewing… it helps to keep moving… its when things start to slow down for a very minute, reality settles in and that is when I feel like I cant even breathe!. …. I look forward to nights when the 4 of us gather together and we talk about our day with Daddy… Carson asks,” why does Daddy just listen?” I want him to talk! Carson being only 5 is a little too smart at times and asks all the right questions….. Because he is still so young, I think he will be the only one that will be able to move forward, faster then the rest of us. Chase has grown up 3 years since all of this and is taking on the role of MAN OF THE HOUSE!.. He found a tee shirt that said those exact words at Walmart and we had to buy it for him! Madison has her moments and it’s really very painful as a mother to see her in distress, she’s certainly “Daddy’s Little Girl” and they had a very special father/daughter bond. Daddy was so proud of all of them and I know he misses them.. Just as much as we miss him. WE LOVE YOU DADDY! XOXO
I also wanted to THANK everyone who have touched us and reached out to us in so many ways this past month….with the out pouring of love and support with cards, flowers, boxes of goodies, emails, baskets, prayers, home visits, meals, phone calls, this blogg, hugs and open invitations and our LAWN ANGELS thank you! ….. All of Dave’s friends and co workers at United Health Care (Thank you from the bottom of my heart for getting Dave to the hospital so quickly, if it wasn’t for you all I wouldn’t of got to tell him I loved him for the last time. He was awake and alert when I got to the ER….you all have made Dave smile from Heaven…. and I cant thank you enough for the new friends I have made from his office.. Thank you Dave for that gift!! This gift of friendship I will cherish and treasure with me forever! XO! )… close Family and friends… Friend’s from grade school through Law school…all of you who got on a plane and traveled far… Hundreds of designers new and old friends from the eBay Children’s Boutique community, Dave’s golf friends, friends from our Dance studio who have shown so much love to my children, our friends in our neighborhood, thank you for being there! Thanks to my New running buddies… “running for Dave 2008” (I will keep you posted on the races if anyone would like to join in!)….. All the Doctors and Nurses at Harford Hospital, Huge Thank you to the Lovetere family who took special care putting Dave to rest and given me a sense of peace I needed.. knowing that Dave was safe in your hands… I love you!!!!. Once again… THANK YOU !!.. you have all touched my family in so many ways I just wanted to thank you all again from the bottom of my heart. I Love You all!
